Just want to share my feeling right now
I was walking on the empty road and look around
you were there, standing on the boulevard
starring at the scarlet sky
once I felt like seeing an angel
but then I realized you weren’t really there
you’d gone away
somewhere I’d never reach
I was nearly sleeping under my blanket
you were there, sitting close to me
smiling and said, "Gud nite"
once I felt like being in heaven
but then I realized you weren’t really there
you’d faded away
died before you really meant
I was crying on the graveyard behind the old church
you are there, under the mute stones and cold mud
your sight’s empty and your smile’s frozen
once I felt like being in a nightmare
but I realize that you are really there
you left me
died before you say goodbye
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Gue dapet ni open letter dari salah satu forum, hmmm, setelah di baca2 ternyata ini gambarin gue banget sekarangm tentang semua mimpi gue, dan pengalaman gue yang …. yahh… hehe dun wanna talk about it*, coz that’s really2 painful for me. SO, that’s it, just that.